<sub>I won't usually use a curse word for a title but, the hell, it was all so fucked up.

Amidst the controversial lawsuit of SME and DBSK and the major probability of DBSK disbanding that made Cassies all over the world crazy and dying, a 4-days-rumours of Jaebom of 2PM past comments on myspace made him leave the group and ultimately leaved Korea and went back to Seattle.(and now making Hottest all over the world in deep grief and sorrow; including me )

I mean, 4 years of hard training was destroyed in 4 days? WTF? It was easy really, Jay might had some culture shock when he first came to Korea and had hard time adjusting to the food, culture, language and environment. It would be really offensive if he wrote that comments now but it was like 4 years ago, back when he first came to Korea and endure hardship in his training and we all know how hard star training goes in Korea. (but thankfully he was not in SME because god knows how horrid the training goes)

And it was all so fucked up now, just because of myspace comments that causes the other 6 members of 2PM in deep mental distress (they were pulled out from solo activities) and Hottest boycotting 2PM and others JYP group until Jay is back . The Korean netizens are fucking scary that they were able to do this in just mere 4 days. They even made petition for Jay to kill himself.

Yeah, WTF indeed!

Now, back to the SME vs DBSK, everyone knows there was something horridly shady about SM after the disbandment of H.O.T and S.E.S and Shinhwa, the legendary boyband, changed company just soon after their contract expired. So, I'd like to wish all the best to Yoochun, Junsu and Jaejoong! Yeah, everyone just keep the faith~(
no, no, no you show me the faith, kanarazu I'll keep it for you-everytime people say Keep the Faith my mind will automatically play KAT-TUN's Keep The Faith lol)

Until then, I'll stay in the jpop fandom whih give me less headache. (for now)

And why was I thinking all this when I'm on my trial examination?</sub>

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LEADJA, COME BACK!!!!!!!!!!

I had recently read a novel.

About a tomboy girl, who is also very pretty that at the first sight guys would fall in love with her charming smile. But beware, she is a tomboy, that wears baggy pants and shirt (since when that was categorised as tomboy?).

One day, a seriously hot guy with dark eyes appears. He is very rude, prejudiced but at the same time still hot. As times passed on and a few meetings, turn out that the hot guy is the girl's father's friend's son. So, to shorten the story, they fall in love as the guy saw that the girl is more feminine than what she wore. The guy is hopelessly romantic and bought flowers for her everyday.

Again, one day, the guy was supposed to have a meeting. Then he dissapeared. Really, like dissapeared! WOW! That's not the end of the story tho,the guy first asked his friend to take care of the girl. The guy's friend eventually married to the girl. And....boom, the guy's friend had HIV and unfortunately as hot as he seem to be he once used to be a gay. The girl knew it on the wedding night.

The guy's friend told the girl that he turned bi when he first saw her smile.Then, the guy's friend eventually died after a wrench of pages. It turns out that the guy is still alive and then he married the girl. WOW.

GOD, bless me...i need to getaway that much. it'll be amazing if the author decided to do a sequel; HOW MUCH CORNIERIT CAN GET!!!!!

My muscle is all cramped up. Honestly, I didn't expect the camp to be fun since it supposed to be about learning Arabic; but hey, life doesn't served what you want to eat anyway.

So, it was an enjoyable trip, afterall. Except for my back is full of scars since I tripped on some slope in jungle trekking. We were lost , (for a while) and walked through the river- until we saw the waterfall.

There is no way in world that they'll make us go through that narrow dangerous waterfall, right? So we figured we lost
and asked an Aborigin (thank God) who resided nearby.

Then, he told us to climb (?!) the cliff. We were like...OK, let's go back. Fortunately, the ever so late facilitator finally guided us back. And then it happens. I fall 8 times from the slopes. My feet were tangling all over the branches and I don't care what or who I grabbed at that time.

And I came back home, all scarred and tired. Just after an hour I laid my head to rest, the printing company called. A few hours later, the teacher called.

I want to fall from the cliff again, please? This time let me rest in hospital for a few month.

And someone please buy MIROTIC for me?

Mah~I feel unexpectedly guilty for not able to post any artwork. I've been working days and night for some bull called school magazine and I really can't draw anything...lol~And it doesn't help that I am the editor. WTF?! Me?!

I was trapped to become the editor, to be precise...just like Mamori. My Arabic teacher asked me one day when I'm on way to go home from a really 'oxygen-debt' day, and ask me if I could do her some favour.

Uh-huh, since she was holding a pile of paper, I thought I have to take it to the staff room or sth. And, I, absentmindedly nodded in approval.

Then, she dropped a bomb.

"Great, you're the school magazine's editor!"



I was like......

Yeah, damn great...